So, last night I had my first break down, and when I say break down, I mean I literally broke down and cried until I had no more tears. As you know I've been faithfully working for 2 weeks but alas, I STILL LOOK THE SAME. Lest we forget I am an instant results type B personality, or so I've been told. What can I say except that I'm only human. Of course I haven't even weighed myself since last week so I'm not even sure if I've lost weight.
I did end up going for a jog but I went earlier than I have been going and it was incredibly hot and the air was so thick I could barely breath so, I jog/walked for about 1.5 miles and did my lunges to finish off my workout. At least I made the effort! Today, Ed and I set out to the gym to lift weights and that went well. Hopefully while my lower half is shrinking, my upper half with grow :)
The moral of the story is that while one is working hard to fulfill their ultimate "push" prize, there will be times when one loses hope, or gets discouraged or even has moments of weakness. One must get back on that horse and "push" forward, one wheelbarrow full at a time.
The light is still at the end of the tunnel, one just needs to get there however long it takes .... and no more SPEAKING EVIL!
How are you guys holding up buttocks?!?!! Love Titi Sue
ReplyDeletedon't force it; the body is a strange machine and does not work as we think it does; you may do your diet faithfully for two or even three weeks w/little to show but then when you overeat at a party and say fuck it, suddenly the scale drops 5 lbs.
ReplyDeleteif you keep looking at the scale and your body for signs of victory, you're setting yourself up for failure; you have to be faithful to your eating AND accept what comes in its time; the more you beat your head against hte wall to force the scale to say something else, the more you will get angry and set yourself up for failure